Resistance… an inner feeling—destructive, yet energizing.
Resistance to what feels unjust. For me it’s a state where the body says no, but the outside world demands a yes. This invisible resistance is lived internally, when every vein in the body seems to cry out for change, yet the world remains unchangeable. We cling to what has already become the past.
The deepest cause of resistance is the inability to control change—when someone else makes a move for you, without you… and so the instinct to resist awakens.
This photo project visualizes inner resistance through the body, symbols, poses, and subtle internal battles. It reflects how crucial it becomes to hold yourself together, to almost tie down those feelings and emotions—because resisting is seen as immature, or so the world tells us.
I hope this photo project reaches everyone who, in their everyday life, feels those smaller or greater forms of resistance.
Model: Martynas Zakevicius
Venues: Vilnius Palace of Culture, Entertainment and Sports, Low Air Urban Dance Theatre
NEW: Resistance
Intro
Resistance:
Holding On
For me, resistance appeared as a need to cling to the old—to past expectations and what once felt certain. I struggled to accept what had happened, holding on for weeks without fully understanding why. That inner grip, that refusal, was my natural reaction to sudden change and the truth that we cannot control life as tightly as we wish.
The model captured this inner state with striking accuracy, embodying the very feeling that lived within me during those weeks.
Resistance:
Keep it Hidden
Resistance sparks an intense inner dialogue—thoughts circling, analyzing, debating, yet never meant to emerge. You must keep that feeling of resistance locked within yourself, bound and contained, because otherwise it won’t be accepted; you’ll seem immature or misunderstood. So we bind the body with these restless thoughts, the ones that stir old emotions and refuse to let us rest. We keep our resistance hidden, unspoken.
Resistance becomes most visible through the prism of the photographic negative—where that inner energy, sometimes destructive, sometimes quietly forming a new self, travels like light through wires. The staircase setting amplifies this resisting soul even further, as its rhythm and structure echo the inner turbulence and movement within.
Resistance:
Shut Down the Thoughts
Resistance is a powerful emotion, especially when you sense meaning—or question why certain things happen to you. I experienced it as an ups and downs version—swinging between disappointment in people and moments of acceptance. It felt like a sign, a message I needed to understand, to find answers for. That hive of thoughts buzzed incessantly, pressing down on me for days.
This photo series focuses on that torment of the mind—the urge to escape it, to shut down that relentless channel of thoughts.
Resistance:
Personal Drama
Through this photo series, there is a first turning inward—toward what matters, toward oneself—even when it is dark, angry, or sad, and sometimes overwhelmed by apathy.
The changes that occur may not feel like matters of life or death, yet for each person, their personal drama becomes the darkest moment, one that requires time to sit with and fully experience within themselves.
Resistance:
YES = inside NO
These times feel almost historical, when adaptation can seem a greater virtue than fighting a battle you cannot win. In resisting, we feel exposed to the public eye; in accepting, we reconcile ourselves with absurd and irrational situations…
We say yes, even though we want to say no.
Resistance:
Look in the Eye
When we find ourselves in situations that are uncomfortable, unjust, or go against our values, it is crucial to remain true to ourselves.
For me, it was important to look my inner self in the eye and remind myself that everything passes… and to reflect on what gives life meaning for me.
Resistance:
Stop Unhealthy Attachments
This experience of resistance was particularly intense for me this time. It has helped me learn to set boundaries—to not let them be crossed, to not let others take advantage, to avoid unhealthy attachments… to say stop to what is unimportant and to find a path toward liberation.
Most importantly, it is about remain yourself, both inside and out, as reflected in the mirror symbolism of the photographs.
The Masculinity in Femininity project was born out of personal experience. The world and professional life demand that a woman be strong, hide her emotions, stand up for her opinions, and be able to act in a world built to showcase power, influence, and the fight for equal opportunities, recognition, and one’s rightful place and worth.
The best way to do this is by demonstrating the masculine side that each of us possesses to some degree. The goal is to become the King, not the Queen — so that the world fully acknowledges your talents, your individuality, and your strengths.
A King or Lord — and her strength within a feminine body...
This photoshoot seeks to reveal that masculine energy within the feminine body — an energy that, on one hand, fascinates, and on the other, intimidates.
Model: Aleksandra Sokolova
Venue: Leonpol Manor
Poetry: Aleksandra Sokolova
Masculinity in Femininity
Intro
Masculinity in Femininity
Imprisoned Magic
Demonstration of inner and outer strength, wisdom, and a strategic mindset — the ability to engage in discussions on the same level as masculine counterparts — power and self-confidence in a woman’s eyes create miracles in the world of career.
Everyone desires femininity, yet expects masculine strength — but it’s worth reflecting on why a woman’s natural femininity is not valued for what it truly is.
A woman carries imprisoned magic within her strength.
To be a support, an energy, a driving force, a miracle — to make the impossible happen, to be unpredictable — that hidden or revealed magic…the joker card in a ordinary or career world.
Masculinity in Femininity
Playfulness
Masculine playfulness, sometimes subtle and sensitive, reflects inner adaptability.
Playfulness captivates and draws others in, allowing a woman to be naturally recognized and understood within the masculine world.
Masculinity in Femininity
Call me King
During our photoshoot, we explored the concept of a woman as King—a title historically reserved for sovereign authority. For a woman, being King means equality, respect, and full recognition of her talents and influence.
This section captures the masculine energy within a feminine body: strength, strategy, playfulness, and unpredictability, balanced with the unique, magical qualities of femininity.
Masculinity in Femininity
She is James Bond
What does equality mean in today’s world? It’s a brave woman who says “I love you” first, who takes the first step, and shows her partner that her feelings are serious. Is this masculinity in femininity, or just courage in love? Maybe it’s both.
Like James Bond, she is bold, confident, and fearless, taking action when it matters, yet doing so with charm, intelligence, and style. This section celebrates women who lead in love and life, showing that equality means being strong, open, and unapologetically yourself.
Masculinity in Femininity
The Power of Being Herself
A woman is unique because of her authenticity, inner charm, and sexuality. Her attractiveness is not just about looks — it comes from her energy, confidence, and ability to feel and share emotions, which naturally draw people in and create opportunities. Her inner charm helps her influence, connect with, and inspire others.
This feminine power can combine with masculine energy — the ability to act, make decisions, and boldly claim her place in the world. Sexuality here is not only physical — it is charisma, magnetism, and being true to herself, which, together with strength, allows a woman to stand out, be confident, and reach her goals.
A woman’s real power comes from balancing strength and sensitivity, masculine energy and feminine charm, making her both noticeable and influential, perfectly showing the idea of “masculinity in femininity.”
